The Love Below

Hey there Nile Najee signing into the blog world again. Not sure really what to write about I still have to do my Academic essay and I still haven't found my flash drive. So I may have to retype all my essays again. I feel like things will work out tho. My dad seems to think I'm somewhat like Spongebob... I seem to always come out okay no matter what. Hmmm, I'm feeling somewhat down lately tho, I think thats why I havent been able to write as much. Not really even caring no more. I guess I can write about how much I am starting not to care about people forreal. Everyone person that I want to actually be in my life isn't fitting in there. This is mainly realtionship wise... I dont know what it is, but a brother gets thrown in the friend zone quick like its nobodys business. I think its just going to be like that for the rest of my life, because I really can't help that I am a good friend. Just seems like girls are so afraid to give me a chance, because they dont want to lose that friendship. Dayum.... My mind is all messed up right now, but its whatever.

 Anyway I'm keeping it moving.. till next time. May the force be with you....

p.s. I wage war with the stars, because they don't like my Star Trek mind/ close friends tried to leave me for dead when I tried to effect the masses/ wishing I could warp through time so life wouldn't be so tragic... :Nile Najee:

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Slow deaths NOT 4TW...

So its monday morning and I have tons of things to do as usual. The main thing I have to do is finish this Academic essay and I will feel alot more relieved. 

So heres the thing, I am going to college and I probably wont have any type of degree until around 2011-2012, but I'm looking at all these natural disasters going on around the worl and I'm wondering if I will actually be here. I mean this isnt some Y2k speculation BS. There is actually visible signs of impending catastrophe. I have kno idea what I am going to do with myself if the world starts collapsing around me.

I guess I would try to dodge all obstacles like I'm spiderman, save my family and such, maybe tell the girl of my dreams that I want to make love to her. Sounds like a movie script, but hey... why not? Maybe I might even die quick and painless instead of being crushed slowly under a large slab of concrete. Slow deaths seem like they would be the worst. The question is who really knows what deaths are quick or slow, not like dead people can tell us. Anyway I didnt write much, but thats just what was on my mind. Adios my reading friends. Don't die really soon or anything.... :Nile Najee: